Jonghyun seemed skillful from the way he licked along his member, so slow and teasingly… The older boy fingers didn’t take a rest, it was massaging Minho’s balls only make it more and more hard for Minho to hold back… Jonghyun hummed causing vibration to the younger boy’s cock, the feeling electrocuting. His hands gripped the bedsheet even tighter when something wet engulfed the tip of his cock, a throaty moaned escaped from his luscious lips How he wished Jonghyun would just fuck him so roughly that he won’t be able to walk the next morning. He never knew that he was that sensitive to touches… He groaned at the speed Jonghyun was going, it was so slow and teasingly. hyung…” He pants as Jonghyun cold finger trails down his skin. Was it something good? He doesn’t know and have the ability to differentiate it anymore… It means even if you called me Taemin, I won’t mind.” Jonghyun gaze soften, he never knew he has such a charm that make Minho to be so deeply in love with him. Like I told you, I’m willing to be Taemin substitution. Minho smile didn’t fades off, he still continued smiling. “Alright, Tae…” Jonghyun paused as he found himself calling the wrong name… A name that should be mention in this household at all. “Hyung, I want to watch cartoon.” Minho pouted ay Jonghyun, Jonghyun just ruffled his hair like how he always did to Taemin. Both of their smiles were innocent and their way of pouting seemed similar too… Why didn’t he notice it before? Was he too dense or something, he never knew his best friend and his lover has such close similarities. Minho loved white a lot, just like Taemin. Jonghyun had never known this side of Minho. The tall boy took a step forward to bring the smaller boy in his arms… Maybe accepting Minho will be the best way to forget Taemin.
“It’s okay, hyung… Just let me stay by your side.” Minho eyes seemed as if they were begging Jonghyun. “It’s not fair to…” Jonghyun wanted to reject once again but his words were cut off by Minho once again. I’ll love you like how he does.” Minho was already clear of what he said… All he wants is to love Jonghyun. “Hyung, let me be a substitution of Taemin. “Minho, I can’t be selfish.” Even if he did accept Minho, but will Minho be able to replaced Taemin? Can the person that was once the love of his life be replaced just like that? He always thought Minho’s care was because he was his best friend. Jonghyun was a little shocked by his words, he never knew Minho had love him in a lover way. “Hyung, let me be the one to heal your wounds.” He placed his hands on the older boy’s shoulder, showing that determined look on his face. Those empty spaces kept reminding him someone missing presence. Jonghyun kept telling himself that it would be the last day he would cry for his lover’s death, but failed every single time he walked back to his house… His empty house. He cried every night thinking of Taemin, how he wished he could hug his Taemin once again. It was already three days after Taemin’s death, Jonghyun was devastated.
He knows whatever he says now wouldn’t help to mend up his wound, the best he could do is to let him cry in his arms. He loved Taemin so much, why was heaven taking him away? Jonghyun finally turned himself around to just cry in Minho’s arms, because his heart was bleeding… The taller boy didn’t move away, he only held the blond boy tighter. “Jonghyun, get a grip of yourself.” Jonghyun kept struggling and struggling, he can’t let it down. Minho wrapped his hands around the shorter boy, keeping him in his arms. It also left an empty space in his heart. Taemin has ripped his existence out of Jonghyun’s life.
He couldn’t hold back himself anymore, he screamed Taemin’s name over and over again. “Taemin…” he muttered softly under his breath, “why are you leaving me…” he fisted his finger and sent a punch on the floor. Why did everything have to happen this way? Jonghyun kneeled on down on the cold floor, he couldn’t take it. If you said death is cruel to take away people’s life, then you’re wrong. Summary: Minho thought that he can be more than just Taemin substitute. Pairing: onesided! Minho/Jonghyun and broken! Jonghyun/Taemin
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